As you’ll know if you follow my twitter I am back on anti-depressants, which is not good.  I really need to get to the bottom of what is causing my depression and deal with it, so this time I’m in for the long haul.  This time I am determined that I am going to deal with the outstanding issues.  This time I am going to get to the bottom of why I think I’m useless and worthless, why I’m so self-loathing and all the other emotional baggage that I am carrying and this time I am going to deal with it and not run away when the elephant in the room rears its ugly head again.

Unitl I deal with these issues, the depression is just going to continue to come back and I’ll never get anywhere in life.

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